Am I covering myself?

I was told today that I have been covering myself, and I live with the it. Actually, I have no idea about this before, and I never intend to impress whoever knows me that… Of course I am not a positive person, which I admit, but it doesn’t mean that I am hiding… It’s just, what I am concerning is that maybe people don’t want to or don’t have time to listen to my tiresome stories, or maybe there are not stories indeed… As I said, I am just a simple person, who just wants to be common and live with a simple life… Actually, sometimes, after I heard about others’ really amazing experiences, I felt that my life sucks… But that was my life, and I think it will be… Of course it does not mean that I am not mad since I am writing this down. I just felt a little bit surprised when I heard about this… It is not supposed to be like this… I am thinking of making some change, as D suggested. No way to keep the hiding image on, which maybe keeps others away from me… But on the other hand, this really works for some people, like Prof. W… wahaha~~~